The random rants of a middle aged, middle class, and mid-evolution male.
Here is my song for the asking - October 25, 2022
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In the hotel across from treatment center. No computer this morning and hate typing on a phone. Let's hope blood work comes back good and I can get treatment.
So I've been up for a while (since 2:20 AM). Sitting in the man cave and listening to the Kids are Alright During Magic Bus I remember how I used to listen to that song on the way to Tiffany's house on the Chemung County Transit Bus. It was my Magic Bus that got me to her. I was so in love with her, in lust for her, and just absolutely entranced. She loved The Who and I listened to this album (on cassette) all the time because it made me think of her. You wouldn't know it, but this little bit of blog up to this point took me 10 minutes to write. Not that I have a stream of consciousness block, but because I need to let the dogs out and in every 2 minutes because BARK... Yesterday was a strange blur. I ate a lot is all I can say. I did get Minecraft over to a new virtual server as the old CentOS 7 server was no longer security upgrade capable. So there is that. Tiffany ran around a lot (pick up Maeve, food, etc...). She (Tiffany) is j...
It's Christmas time again - If you've read through all this, then you know I used to do these little milestones. Yeah, I'm not doing that anymore. Hell, I don't anything about where I am in the span of things, but I will just continue to persevere. It is hard sometimes, but I get accustomed to a new normal and I keep plugging forward. This is going to be a weird Christmas. Maeve is going to California and Gusty has her family, our family is dwindling, and it is a little sad. I suppose this happens to everyone, but rather than let it bring me down, I am going to focus on all the Christmases that came before and the joy that brought to me. It isn't about today, it is about yesterday and tomorrow. Experiences and hope... It is always about experiences and hope. As far as my health goes, the pump is out of my gut and that has helped a little (the discomfort part), but my insides seem to be pretty messed up. I suppose it is to be expected...
I'm actually not blue, but that is the first line to Stand Tall, by Burton Cummings. Heard it yesterday and so it is stuck in my head. Things have been going, okay. I don't like chemo and sometimes I feel like I am wasting away, but I'm not giving up. Even on the days I feel my worst, I am at least walking the yard and checking on the gardens. They have been coming along well and it is looking like we might get a lot of grapes this year. All in all, I could be in a worse place. I need to get all the way to work (which is just switching browsers). I love you all!
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