I know something about love... May 1, 2022

 


So it is Sunday...  I really don't want to go back to work tomorrow, but this is a necessary thing.  

I was thinking in bed this morning that I haven't been dreaming about the future or even day-dreaming about the future.  I really am just living one day to the next.  I am starting to feel better post treatment again and that is always nice.  I think that bothers me the most about the day to day, three months until we know anything, cancer shit show I have; is that I have no idea if I am getting better or worse.  I am very hopeful and I am not letting the negative in, but not knowing is hard.

The other thing I was thinking about in bed this morning and it must have been part of a dream I had, is that about what my potential could have been and where would I be if I had made different path decisions in life.  What was funny is that the minute I thought about that my mind immediately realized that I have fulfilled my potential.  I was thinking that of all the titles, jobs, wealth I could have had that husband, father, brother, son are the ones I take pride in.

Well, time to get stoned and start my Sunday!

Love you all!

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