When are you gonna come down? February 30, 2023

 


I only have 3 minutes to type up a post today so here we go.  It was bag change day - Tiffany is awesome.  I have to go into work this week and I really dislike working there - so do you look for a new job when you have cancer?  It doesn't seem like the right thing to do (upsetting medical insurance, salary, etc...).  Any how, I don't like it.

I am in a bit of a rut so I need to get out of it.

Gotta run

Love you all!

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