Gonna wash the dust off my soul... September 3, 2022


So waltzing into day 3 of recovery and my body is starting to accommodate the pain from surgery as I haven't pushed the pain button since 2:30 or so yesterday.  

I'm still scared about all the cancer in my liver, but I guess I'm in waiting game two.  That is one of the worst things about this is wait and see what happens .

Tiffany is doing great in the city, she gets lost sometimes,but she is such a trooper.  Maeve is keeping up the garden and is taking care of the animals as well as the house.  She has become such a grown up.

Well, need to email everyone.


Love you all!

 

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