The random rants of a middle aged, middle class, and mid-evolution male.
It ain't the way you move... September 7, 2023
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So here we are... September 7th. How time flies by. I have been somewhat lazy about writing, but it is getting to the point where fall is setting in and my outside time (with light) is dropping rapidly. I need to get out there so I can get ready for work, but I hate that it is dark.
December 3rd. My Christmas Milestone is just around the corner. We are going to get the decorations today and I going to find somethings we haven't put up in a while. We used to be excited about Christmas and I want to feel a little of that. I tend not to be excited about the future as I have no idea what it brings. The shorter milestones help me at least plan for those items. Today is bag change day so I haven't had a drop of water since 9:00 PM except for a tiny sip at 2:00 AM. I feel like a Sahara desert universe lives in my mouth right now. Tiffany is so awesome to help with the change. I could do it a lone, but she just makes it so easy. She really has stepped up and I would call her a caretaker even though I don't really need one at this time. Well, I need to go get all the bag things ready so that I can let Tiffany get up and get back to sleep. Then I can also get a drink of water. I love you all!
I had some really strange dreams last night and I wasn't stoned when I went to bed. Weird futuristic dreams with a lot of people from my past. It kept me up most of the night. It's nice this morning, 54 degrees and foggy. There was a new flower in the planter on the south side of the house. Whereas the last new color was orange this is far more red in color. I need to get out there mid-day when they are all open and cut out the old blossoms. Maybe I will do that at lunch today. Yesterday started out pretty good, but then I ate too much and got too full and couldn't move things along. I have been gaining a little weight so I guess that is a good thing all in all. My stomach is in a lot of pain as I haven't been able to move things. My head gets a little spin by the end of the day as well. I am going to try and not get stoned this evening to see if it helps with the brain fog. I am just tired of feeling tired an...
Well, not sure I have written since all the news. I am on a chemo break, only because we are saving it for when it is necessary as I have 4 small tumors and they need to see what happens with them. My gut is sore most days regardless of what I eat and it is getting a bit annoying. I just feel like I am stuck in some sort of purgatory and unfortunately brought my family with me. Regardless, I still have my strength (short of the hernias) and I am able to do most things. That is all good. Well, need to make my breakfast I love you all!
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