I want a new drug... March 1, 2023

 


I do want a new drug that just makes me feel normal, but I am also trying to remember what that is.  I only have 6 minutes until I need to start getting ready for work.  I am going to have some toast, my meds, and vitamins and see if I can get this stomach under control.  I am so bloated and in pain in my gut.

Well, I need to make some breakfast, pack the lunch, get dressed, etc...

I love you all!

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