I used to travel in the shadows... Mar 27, 2026


 My man cave is a disaster!  

I haven't written anything in a long time and I feel guilty about that.  Problem is, not much changes from day to day.  I am on a new treatment that seems to be working.

Tiffany continues to be amazing and inspiring.  

I love you all!

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

If you leave, don't leave now... July 8, 2023

Image
 Yes, I have a giant box behind me.  It is a new grill/smoker.  I pulled the trigger on a Traeger.  I want to make some smoked meat and get to grilling again.  It has been a while since I didn't really use the other grills last summer.  I had been afraid to make big purchases due to "what time I have left", but I am going to beat this shit just like chemo is beating my ass today. It is difficult to buy things as I have been trying to sit on money for Tiffany's sake.  I get worried that I will go down hill fast (sometimes) and I don't want to burden her with too much debt that eats away at her retirement coverage.  From my reading it is pretty common for cancer patients to avoid making large purchases for those very reasons. Cancer kind of puts your life on hold and in my case the bowel issues don't help with "living normal", but I think they are getting better (even though I shit myself on Wednesday - badly).  I want to live life, but I don't...
Read more

Drivin' home this evening - I coulda sworn we had it all worked out... July 26, 2023

Image
 It is Wednesday and I don't expect Tiffany home until Saturday (I think).  I miss her and Maeve very much.  I have been trying to keep myself busy with the yard and other house work.  So far I find myself wandering around until about 8 PM to keep myself busy.  Yesterday, I mowed the lawn which killed a couple of hours.  Today, I need to drop off the truck and Gusty is going to give me a ride home. I would like to get the trim done this evening at least in the herb garden, but we will see.  It is supposed to be really hot today so I will need to get the house closed up and cooled down.  I don't actually remember if I turned off the AC last night (at least the central air).  My head just isn't working that well at the moment. I only have one outdoor weed plant and I will need to get some cuttings from it in the next couple of days in order to have a few more plants.  My issue has been that my cuttings go to flower immediately due to light...
Read more

Oh, sinnerman, where you gonna run to? November 18, 2022

Image
 I will be honest, I don't feel like typing this morning.  No so much anything to do with the cancer, but more so the last day of the first week back to work, dogs think that I am going to give them treats all the time in the morning for some reason so they harass me constantly.  I mean what are they thinking, I can't reward that naughty behavior so they aren't going to get a treat at all.  Horrible puppy catch 22... Either way, other than being tired and having some lightheaded issues I have felt pretty good.  I am quite confident that my night cramping issue is dehydration and lack of nutrients (calcium, magnesium, potassium) so I have started to supplement them and last night I had one cramp on the bottom of my foot only so that is improvement. Off to make some breakfast... Love you all!
Read more