Well, I got my mail late last night


 Well, not sure I have written since all the news.  I am on a chemo break, only because we are saving it for when it is necessary as I have 4 small tumors and they need to see what happens with them.  My gut is sore most days regardless of what I eat and it is getting a bit annoying.

I just feel like I am stuck in some sort of purgatory and unfortunately brought my family with me.  

Regardless, I still have my strength (short of the hernias) and I am able to do most things.  That is all good.

Well, need to make my breakfast

I love you all!

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