Midnight on the water... November 20, 2024
I am glowing from the monitor light. I wonder how bad that much light has been for my eyes over the years? That made me laugh - like my monitor hurting my eyes is a concern right now. We leave for NYC, again, today. I think I mentioned in yesterday's post that this will be my 3rd ablation. So as the count goes: 2 port placements 3 ablations 2 major abdominal surgeries Colon/Liver resections Lymph node biopsies Hepatic pump placement Ileostomy and reversal The joys of liver drains 2 years and 10 months of chemo (with some breaks) - I've lost count. When I type it out like that it seems like I have been through some shit, but honestly all I feel is love. You all have been not only supportive, but you have been my world. I'm worried about this one. Some of it is that I haven't felt well and the other is that if they don't get it all this time or it comes back, I don't know what the next step is as I am exhausting my treatment options. My body really can