I haven't written in a while. Just not able to focus that much on it even now in the winter. I started a new chemo that is supposed to help stabilize or slow my tumor growth, You can't see, but I one of the side effects is a acne rash like I am a fucking 16 year old; I know I am mentally, but... I have been having issues of late. Don't seem to be absorbing water or nutrients very well. I'm on fluids every Monday and Friday. Some days when I feel horrible, I get scared, especially since the liver tumors are back. She doesn't like to hear me say it, but I just want to get Tiffany to her early social security age so that she can use that money for health insurance premiums and she won't have to go back to work. It has been extremely cold, so I am not real happy. At least the sun is staying out a little longer and soon we will be on the back side of winter and I will get excited about growing some things (rather than worried about what is gro...
